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| Wednesday, October 17th, 2007 | | 3:28 am |
1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet + Street you live on): Birdie Creighton 2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food + Grandfather's first name): Apple Elwood 3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left + Favorite restaurant): Encore Steaknshake 4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice + Last Vacation Spot): Pepper New York 5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied): Jingles Dayton 6. FLY GIRL ALIAS: (aka J.Lo) - (First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name): M.Scha 7. DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School): Kitten Columbus 8. BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink): Truffle Martini 9. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived): Kay Oxford 10. ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy + Last Name Of Favorite Musician): Reese Storm 11. LOVER ALIAS: (Favorite Baked Good + Last Bf/Gf Last Name): Cupcake Francis Current Mood:  tired | | 2:33 am |
So here's how it works: open your choice of music player [itunes, for example] and put it on shuffle. Press play. For every question type the song thats on. And when you go to a new question press the next button. Ready? GO! Opening credits: "Green Bird" by Cowboy Bebop Waking up: "Time After Time" by Matchbox 20 Average day: "Foggy Day" by Micheal Buble First date: "Before the Night is Over" by Gaelic Storm Falling in love: "Angel" by Stabbing Westward Fight scene: "Cats on Mars" by Cowboy Bebop Breaking up: "Mary Jane" by Tom Petty Getting back together: "I Want You to Want Me" by Cheap Trick Secret love: "Black is the Color" by Gaelic Storm Life's okay: "The Ballad of Serenity" by Firefly Mental breakdown: "Rain" by Cowboy Bebop Driving: "Home" by Micheal Buble Learning a lesson: "Words That We Couldn't Say" by Cowboy Bebop Deep thought: "Somewhere I Belong" by Lincoln Park Flashback: "You've Got a Friend" by James Taylor Partying: "Animals" by Nickleback Happy dance: "Brown-Eyed Girl" cover by Less Than Jake Regretting: "Self-Portrait" by Blackmore's Night Long night alone: "Boulevard of Broken Songs" mix by Party Ben Death Scene: "The Parting Glass" by Aronca Reel Band Hmm Current Mood: tired | | Tuesday, May 16th, 2006 | | 12:46 am |
So here's how it works: open your choice of music player [itunes, for example] and put it on shuffle. Press play. For every question type the song thats on. And when you go to a new question press the next button. Ready? GO! Opening credits: "Fairwell Blues" from Cowboy Bebop (Every end is a new beginning??) Waking up: "Beyond the Sunset" by Blackmore's Night (Seems a little backwards) Average day: "Spirit of the Sea" by Blackmore's Night (Thats sad) First date: "Not an Angel" by Ramstein (HAHAHAHA) Falling in love: "Jumper" by Third Eye Blind (o_0) Fight scene: "Polka Set" by Gaelic Storm (Drunken irish fighting maybe?) Breaking up: "I Want You to Want Me" by Cheap Trick (hhmmm) Getting back together: "I Hate Everything About You" by Three Days Grace (HUH?) Secret love: "Shape of My Heart" by Sting (Interesting) Life's okay: "My Happy Ending" by Avril Lavigne (Damn thats bad) Mental breakdown: "I'm Gonna Be (500 miles)" by the Proclaimers (I think its broken) Driving: "Last Goodbye" by Jeff Buckley (ok?) Learning a lesson: "Pigs on the Wing, Parts 1&2" by Pink Floyd (First appropriate one) Deep thought: "Baskte Case" by Green Day (Wow that says it all) Flashback: "Margaritaville" by Jimmy Buffett (um....ok) Partying: "Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds" by the Beatles (Now thats a party) Happy dance: "I'm a Believer" by the Monkees (It works I guess) Regretting: "Again Someday" by Blackmore's Night (Ok now thats appropriate) Long night alone: "Anxiety" by the Black Eyed Peas (Thats about right) Death Scene: "Sex and Candy" by Marcy Playground (What a way to go) Well that was fucked six ways to sunday. I'll do it again later to see what other screwed up combos I can come up with. Current Mood: tired | | Tuesday, April 25th, 2006 | | 5:00 pm |
Hehe
| You Are an Orange Rose | 
You represent desire and enthusiasm
Your vibe: Sexy yet familiar
Falling in love with you: happens instantly - it's a fast ride |
| | Monday, March 13th, 2006 | | 10:55 am |
| | Sunday, March 12th, 2006 | | 11:32 am |
oh my god
Ok, so.....um.....yeah.......I just bought a house. Like a whole one. With bathrooms and a basement and a yard and an attic and a garage and bedrooms and a kitchen and washer and dryer hook ups and responsibilities and a basement to clean up and grass to mow and a yard to fix up and an attic to finish and a garage to fix and furniture to move and no stove or refrigerator or washer or dryer which all must be purchased. oh god.
I can't tell if I'm extremely excited or if I'm scared to death. ........Nope still can't tell. This is my house. Current Mood:  blank | | Wednesday, February 15th, 2006 | | 11:27 pm |
Now and Then
The past is so familiar But thats why you couldn't stay Too many ghosts too many haunted dreams Sad you were built to find your own way But after all these years I thought we'd still hold on But when reach for you and search your eyes I see you've already gone Thats ok I'll be fine I've got myself I'll heal in time But when you leave just remember what we've had There's more to life than just you I may cry but I'll make it through And I know that the sun will shine again Though I may think of you now and then Can't do a thing with ashes But throw them to the wind Well this heart may be in peices now You know I'll build it up again and I'll come back stronger then I ever did before Just don't turn around when you walk out that door Thats ok I'll be fine I've got myself I'll heal in time But when you leave just remember what we've had Cause there's more to life than just you I may cry but I'll make it through And I know that the sun will shine again Though I may think of you now and then And that's ok I'll be fine I've got myself I'll heal in time And even though our story's at the end I still may think of you now and then Current Mood:  Thoughtful | | Thursday, February 9th, 2006 | | 12:26 am |
sick
100.6, 101.4, 100.4, 101.3, 100.8. What are these numbers you ask? Why that would be my temperature at random intervals this evening. Being sick sucks. Life sucks. Current Mood:  sick | | Tuesday, February 7th, 2006 | | 5:28 pm |
sigh
I'm.............. tired and worn out. My brain is going 90 mph. I can't think as fast as my brain wants to. I keep getting yanked back and forth between my feelings and my thoughts. I know I'm here. Where here is, well now that is not as easy to figure out. It would be nice to feel like my feet were on the ground for once. You know, feet planted firmly on the ground with my head in the clouds. | | Monday, February 6th, 2006 | | 5:10 pm |
A note on flying
And you find yourself falling down
But what you don't see is the ground
And then you spend your time wondering
When will it come because it always does.
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*splat* Current Mood:  trembly | | Wednesday, February 1st, 2006 | | 9:02 pm |
Does anyone else see a problem with this???
| Your Birthdate: April 16 | 
You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.
You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.
People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.
You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself.
Your strength: Your original approach to thinking
Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others
Your power color: Pale blue
Your power symbol: Wavy line
Your power month: July |
Current Mood:  confused | | Monday, January 30th, 2006 | | 10:05 am |
Highs and Lows and Highs
So this weekend was filled with highs and lows, mostly highs though. Friday was good, went to see Ernie (my archery instructor and new friend) and we shot for an hour and chatted pretty much the rest of the time and then Drea (his wife and also a new friend) came home from work and we all talked for a while. The evenings end gave me many things to think about. Some good, some not. Nothing bad, just not all good. Mostly personal issues, things I hadn't thought of or didn't want to think about. While the day over all was good, I would have prefered a slightly different end to the evening. Then I drove to the folks in PA. Saturday was spent at the house, bored, while my dad fixed my car. The tailpipe no longer has a giant hole and I can finally hear while in the car. The problem is that it is literally in 6 pieces, fastened together with 7 pipe fasteners. Talk about mcgyvered. Then my little cousins came over to stay the night with me on Saturday night. Just what I wanted to do, babysit on saturday night. Actually I can't say that. They asked me and I told them they could come over. Its just that they are 10 and 5 and they really miss me when I'm not there. So I try to spend time with them when I'm home. They just want me to play with them ALL the time. And I can't get five minutes of peace to even go to the bathroom. Then on Sunday it was better. I got up really early for a Sunday (for me anyways), at like 8:30am. I packed up my car and my mom, dad, sister and I went to brunch and then we went to see The Phantom of the Opera (the real reason I was there this weekend). It was good, I'm glad I got to see it. It was a late Christmas present from mom and dad to us girls (my sister and I). Then I left for Dayton after Phantom. On the way home I stopped at Ernie and Drea's and hung out and learned how to make arrows. I'm supposed to start making them on Friday with Ernie's help. More likely I'm gonna be doing very little of the "real" work (not really the way I would like it) because Ernie wants me to have good arrows for shooting. And since this is my first set, its not really gonna be what we will call "good". At most they will be passable for shooting, of course with Ernie's help they are gonna be better than they would be otherwise. After the arrows talk, we moved into watching Tank Girl. Manga converted into a live action movie. It was great. I have so many good quotes. 'I win' has so many more connotations now. 'Say I win' 'ok, I win' 'NO, say I win' 'I win' 'AAAGHH say it' 'um, it' Anyways, got in late around 2am late sunday night/early monday morning. The guys weren't home, they had to do inventory at the store. Poor things didn't get home until 7:45am this morning. Will heard my alarm go off and came in to visit before he went to sleep. But Dave was in a bad way. At least he doesn't have to work today, even though Will does. Anyways thats it for this weekend. Next weekend I'm going to Candlemas with Ernie and Drea. Fun times. Ok I'm out. Current Mood:  awake | | Tuesday, January 24th, 2006 | | 11:49 am |
MMMMM Ranty
*NOTE* This is a self rant. Turn back now, all yee who are uninterested in myself. First and formost, GRRRGGRAGasdoijhl;asifuoqi. Ok, now back to matters at hand. I feel like shit. The piece of aggression above, taken out on my key board, pretty much explains it. But not nearly all of it. I need someone to talk to. But I whenever I think that I have someone who will listen, the words don't want to come out or the person is far enough removed from the situation to listen but close enough to ruin things further if they so choose. Not really what I need at this particular moment. There are exactly 3 people who I would really, really like to talk to about it. 1 of them doesn't seem to want to talk to me or if they do they may be under the impression that I just want to deal with it on my own because every time I try to talk the words don't want to come out right, not really their fault I suppose, and the other 2 of them probably will never even see this post and 1 of those 2 will probably make me feel worse anyways, although through no intentional fault of their own. This really sucks. I need something I can't get and I have no GOD DAMN way of asking for it. Not to mention I feel like a fucking volcano. Calm, quiet, serene, and collected on the surface, maybe even a little apathetic, yet just beneath is a raging firery pit of molten Shelly. Waiting to spew forth hot, vile, acidic remarks at a moments notice at anyone who happens to be unlucky enough to be in the general vicinity. Even if they have nothing to do, particularly, with the situation. This is another reason why I'm not really keen on talking to just anyone about these problems right now. I don't really feel like hurting anyone else that I care about, I'm enough of a casualty as it is. And I certainly don't need to be alienating people. See where I might be a little frustrated and upset. I can right now bet who the 4 who will respond to this are gonna be. I have a bet with myself as to who will be the first though. Please understand that I appreciate the support but that I probably won't take anyone up on any offers for the earlier mentioned reasons. I guess what I need is someone who will sit me down and firmly yet kindly say talk. But while understanding that I may become volatile toward them, even though they have nothing to do with my problems, and just calm me down and keep me there until I actually SHOW some improvement. Unfortunately this is probably a bad idea considering I've been having a lot of those lately. Not to mention I'm starting to have a hard time with talking to other people about my issues because I don't want to bother them with stupid shit that really and truely has nothing to do with them. But at the same time I figure things out by talking to other people. DAMN IT. *SIGH* Fuck it all, I'm out. Current Mood: volcano-y | | Thursday, January 5th, 2006 | | 11:06 am |
Bored at Work
“I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant.” -Robert McCloskey This is a great quote. It describes a lot of the issues I have with other people. Mostly people I argue with. I went to the bookstore yesterday with the intent of picking up some of my books for school. What I ended up with was about 6 different Sharon Shinn books. I got all of her Archangel series (5 total) and Summers At Castle Auburn which looks like a good read. I debated getting Jenna Starborn also but decided it was a little too depressing for me right now. I'll probably pick it up once I'm done re-reading the Archangel series and once I finish Summers. I was also told the The Shape-Changer's Wife, another Sharon Shinn book, was pretty good although it seemed a little lagging when I read the first couple paragraphs. Maybe I'm just too picky when it comes to books. I get bored with things pretty fast so if I actually buy something like a book it means I really liked the intro or the first couple paragraphs or a friend let me borrow their copy and I really liked it. Which reminds me I would really like a copy of Pedestrian Wolves by J. Grant if anyone knows a place were I can get one. I decided that Fridays are gonna be MY day. Meaning I'm gonna do what I want to do. If that means manicures and peticures/at-home spa day then sure. If that means cleaning the house because I can't stand looking at the mess then so be it. If that means dinner and a movie, even if its by myself, well then go for it. If it means spending that extra day to take a long weekend and visit friends and family then good for me. Although I will probably end up veg-ing most days, I'm gonna try to pick up learning Japanese again and focus more on my guitar. Do my own little Friday tutoring sessions. Basically what I'm saying is that, while I'm going to be doing whatever I want, more often than not it will include other people so if you are up for doing something, give me a ring. Current Mood:  Languid | | Wednesday, January 4th, 2006 | | 9:35 pm |
Ok so I spent some time today thinking. I'm ready to be me again. I have done a lot of internalizing over the whole break up. I felt like a failure because everything ended. But I realized I'm not a failure. I did everything you are supposed to do in a relationship. I was fine. I think the break up was the best thing at this point. Looking back I was very unhappy. I never felt wanted or loved or paid attention to. I never felt important. I never felt needed. I felt like I had to go to extreme lengths just to get some attention and to feel cared about, asking for things I should have never had to ask for, things that should have been given freely and without request. I'm not saying Will is a bad person. He just doesn't understand how to truely love someone else. He understands how to care. But he doesn't understand real love. Love can be painful, a sacrifice, you do things for people you love that you would never do for anyone else. But the benefits are so great that it is worth all the trouble and all the pain and all the strife. But only if your love is returned. I can say for a fact that I am ready to move on with my life. It took me longer than I thought it would to get to this point. But I'm strong and resilient and in my life I can stand on my own, I don't need a relationship to make me me. Its just a nice to have someone else to stand with, it makes the ride more fun and interesting. Anyways on to less depressing matters. I got a new pic. Isn't it cute? I also have plans to go to 12th night this weekend. The feast is sold out but I hear that it is still worth going to. For those not informed, 12th Night is an SCA event. Not familiar with SCA, check it out. www.SCA.org I also have plans to take out a friend for her birthday and visit a housewarming party all on saturday. Friday and Sunday are my downtime days. Best time to get ahold of me. Ok well I'm off to a club. ttfn Current Mood: resolved | | Monday, January 2nd, 2006 | | 3:10 am |
KITTY
angel416's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 13% Politically Correct!)
Started : 31st December 2005 09:45:27 PM
Ended : 01st January 2006 03:03:19 PM |
Alco Money! : $ 307 |
Guests of Honour glassman is a radiant Buddhist. glassman drank 2 Stouts, 2 Brandys. wherebouta is a downcast Hindu and is a real devotee to the happy juice. wherebouta drank 12 Hot Toddys. skyrunner1904 is a detestable Fundementalist Christian and a newbie drinker who constantly reprimands children for typos on internet forums. skyrunner1904 decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs. kingofharts is a wobegone Hindu. kingofharts drank 6 Gins, 6 Red Wines, 2 Mescals, 5 Absinthes, 1 Mescal. phosis21 is a despicable Fundementalist Christian. phosis21 decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs. dayton4ever is a dejected Buddhist. dayton4ever drank 9 Everclears, 1 Sherry. walkabout is a stable Muslim. walkabout drank 6 Aligator Bites. dwarf020 is a vile Fundementalist Christian and a rather poor excuse for a drinker. dwarf020 decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs. westwind429 is a spirited Wiccan and a rather poor excuse for a drinker. westwind429 drank 13 Stouts. angel416 is a powerless Taoist. angel416 decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs. angel416 is a depressed Buddhist. angel416 drank 12 Bloody Marys. rangerhorn is a jaded Muslim and a lover of everything alcoholic. rangerhorn drank 5 Stouts, 14 Irish Creams, 1 Rum. big_oaf is a catty Liberal Christian and a newbie boozer. big_oaf drank 2 Hot Toddys. Sick!By morning angel416's cat had been dyed a unique vomity shade. Oh debauchery! How you have soiled angel416's kitty! Fights'God is Dead!' proclaimed westwind429. 'westwind429 is dead!' retorted skyrunner1904. Thankfully angel416 managed to step in before the minor dispute turned into a major war. LoversOMG, who would have THUNK it? It seems as though phosis21 and angel416 have finally made their feelings known for each other and in style! The Drunkestkingofharts - "Sober???? Is that a type of tequila. Give us a lick!" Random EventsIn what can only be described as a historic revelation, angel416 informed the room that Santa and sodomy do not mix
kingofharts bored everyone with fascinating stories about their collection of exotic french ticklers.
angel416 made violent love with big_oaf on top of the television.
| Happy New Year! |
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Just to let everyone know that evidently at this non-existant party my cat got puked on, I both did and did not drink, I professed my love to phosis21, proclaimed that santa and sodomy do not mix, and made violent love to big_oaf, and yet with all of this kingofharts was still named the drunkest. Shouldn't there be something wrong with that??? Not to mention that my party lasted well into New Year's Day. Current Mood: up | | 2:55 am |
New Year, New Life, New View
Last night was pretty good. Hot tubbing and alcohol, gotta love that. Jason and Jenny (thats my brother and his wife) have been very nice to me. Jason was able to get plane tickets to fly me out for the weekend. Its been alot of fun. There were also a few other people at their place New Year's Eve. There was Patrick and Ashley, a couple that they know. And Jason's roommate Nick, who is a pretty nice guy. Him and Jason are really into cars. They each have a Subaru all though if you asked me what the models are that they have, I couldn't tell you. All I know is they go fast, and fast is fun. I think I'd like to get to know Nick a little more. He seems like a really great guy. He listens to some interesting music. I heard him playing some on Saturday afternoon. Anyways, on to the real reason for this post. My New Year's Resolution. I resolve to: 1. learn more about myself so that when people ask me what my hobbies are I have a real answer or two. 2. go to the gym more regularly than I have been going (ie: 3 times a week minimum). 3. not let people walk all over me anymore, but this doesn't mean I can't be nice or thoughtful, just that I need to be more careful with who I'm thoughtful toward. 4. learn to just let some things go and realize that sometimes its just not worth fighting over even if I'm right/think that I'm right. 5. not date guys who are less mature than my ten year old cousin and know how to treat someone decent. I think thats it for now. I should probably get some sleep because I have a flight to catch in about 12 hours. Current Mood:  focused | | Sunday, January 1st, 2006 | | 5:46 pm |
| | Wednesday, December 28th, 2005 | | 11:30 pm |
Long Needed Update
Wow, its been a log time since I updated. So here is the recap. School ended fine in May. Nothing spectacular to report there. Will and I moved into a place in Kettering. Its nicer than our old place. Made a new friend at the start of summer. Heather. She and I get along really really well. We have a lot in common. Of course we are about the only other girl that the other person knows. Summer went by fairly uneventful. Got a job working the e-business for a local health food and supplement store called Healthy Alternative. Check out the site. www.healthyeden.com Also found out over the summer that I have a wheat gluten allergy. Its mild but I feel much better and less tired if I stay off the wheat. School started in august. Still working at HE. Couple of things went wrong. Everything was fine eventually. Classes weren't too hard. In October I joined a gym. Its a fun place to go. They have a pool and daycare (if I ever have kids) and a sauna and a tanning bed. Its pretty nice. And its all female which makes me a little happier because I hate working out in front of guys. Dave moved into the place not too long after school started. He didn't have anywhere else to go. And I was trying to be nice. But I have learned a very mportant lesson. I can be friends with him and I can care what happens to him but I can't live with the guy. I can barely live with one guy let alone two of them. I had a mini nervous break down somewhere in there. I was pretty much out of commission for 3 days. I can't really remember when, its all kinda blurry. I have a hand written journal somewhere with the dates and everything that went on in my head. If you want to talk about that send me an email or give me a call. Its not something I'm willing to talk about on live journal. Halloween went by. Nothing special to report. It kinda sucked. Oh well, things we will know in the future. Thanksgiving was nice. We had all the mis-placed people come over. Anyone around Dayton who didn't really have a place to go was invited. We ended up with Heather, Joe, Dave, me, and Will. Heather made a couple of great pies. They were even Shelly safe (wheat free). School got a bit crazy toward the end. I had major amounts of projects and tests and reports all due the first and second week in December. And of course I had a bomb dropped on me in the middle of all of this. Will called it quits with me. Also something I'm not willing to talk about on live journal. I was sick for three days because I couldn't handle all the stress at the same time. If you have questions about it or want to talk to me call me or email me. School ended. Grades were good despite the major stressor that Will handed me. Matt graduated. We are all gonna miss him and hope that he will visit us. And when he gets his new place we are all gonna come up to Cleveland and party at his place. There was talk of him and Todd getting a place once Todd is graduated (this coming May). Christmas was ok. Christmas Eve and the first part of Christmas was fine. Then there was an ... issue ... with going and feeding Heather's rabbit that I was watching over the weekend. After that I was pretty upset. And that brings us to now. I made plans to go to my brother's for New Years because of a few comments Will made. Well thats not entirely true. My brother invited me and I decided that instead of risking the possibility that I will be left behind on New Years, I would make plans to be else where. | | Monday, April 18th, 2005 | | 12:22 am |
Twenty-something
Ok I am offically a twenty-something. Granted it is a low twenty-something but still. Turning 22 is weird. You are really far off from being a teen now, and you've past the lovely age of drinking. Its like I'm almost 30 already, then 40 seems closer, and then 50 and 60 and 70 and before you know it you're feeling really really old. And being female and being a twenty-something is really hard. You start to feel out of date and old, and like no guys will ever look at you like the hot young thing you feel like ever again. I'm 22, a twenty-something. Current Mood: twenty-something |
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